Full Heart

It’s been a rough time around here with work.  My schedule has shifted and where as I’d normally be pretty quiet this time of year and prepping for what’s ahead, instead I find myself all cylidners trying to keep up.  I also have several new clients, which means there is a learning curve and given that two of them are one and done, it’s a learning curve of epic proportions.

Last night I had a post con meeting with one of my clients whom I really do have a sweet fondness for, and afterwards we all went out to a “team building”. It’s something we try to do every few months with a variety of folks that work with this account and generally that we like to be around.  Matt did baby duty, and I tried to remind myself not to feel guilty since this was a “work event”, albeit a very around and about way. 

What I found was I was able to let loose.  I don’t know how to explain it except I just let myself hang out, be social, like all of this stored up networking bubbled up and it was fun. 

When I got home I just wanted to see my baby girl.  She was asleep and so I snuck in to her room and just stared for a moment.  I have several blogs I follow, and there are a lot of sick babies out there, babies who earned their wings and mamas and daddys who are still waiting to meet their babies. 

My life may be pretty hectic right now, but I have a full heart.  A wonderful husband and a baby girl who I adore and is so much fun to boot.  Last night doesn’t erase everything I’m dealing with at the moment, but it sure does make it a lot easier to bear.